You could still hear the screams, still feel their hands . Youd spent your whole life trying to live up to others expectations, to their dreams, navigating through a life that wasnt yours. It was a very first time when B. Thank you so much! You wanted to prove to everyone that you werent who you used to be. You were wearing a pair of leggings and one of Buckys hoodies, your legs were sprawled out and an arm laid under your head. You whimpered in pain as he marched back over to you, you spat out a small amount of blood, your hand clutched your chest wh, New York, 2016 Outside the Raft, after your escape The CEO and Mafia Boss of Madripoor, was never supposed to fall in love with someone so innocent and kind, but yet it happened. Please give a like, reply, or reblog for more Perhaps that's why you ended up with Bucky Barnes, you didn't care about what he did in his tragically sad past and you certainly brought a sense of positivity to his life. We can not waste any time. She was walking right behind you, looking over your shoulder and making sure you were observing her notes. With Bucky it was different. Makeup, jewelry, fabulous clothes, perfect nails, not even your hair was ever messy. How much your life mattered. His eyes peered back towards Steves screen, this time he caught the name of whoever he was texting. Just remember, you are a hero. Natasha hugged you. But you had been so good with Bucky, you balanced each other and they thought you were doing better. I dont even want to know. Bucky rolled his eyes. That wasnt what had started the argument between you though. You were woken up by a faint conversation drifting from the floor below, interrupting your pleasant dream. Shell be busy for at least twenty minutes, are you really complaining? Steve looked at Clint from the side, and Clint opened his mouth to speak before slamming it shut and rolling his eyes. Although, Bucky hardly seems to reciprocate her feelings - or for that matter, have any at all. I can kill you in ways that you hadnt dreamed off in your worst nightmares, ignite fears that you never knew you had. Its a mission, not real life. Because I think theres something odd about the way youre acting., Odd? He scoffed and tried to smile but it came out a grimace. You were in the living room, working on a small project, glancing at the clock and noting that it was midnight already, when you asked him to hand you a screwdriver. She is., You sighed happily, and smiled brightly. When he finally reveals the truth behind his behavior, you're left feeling . Series (Bucky Barnes x Reader) (Finished) Bucky Barnes is the most eligible bachelor in New York, a ladies' man and a dick even. After an awful past, you enlist in the military and try to escape. Bucky rolled his eyes and huffed, he was in no mood for games. Then tell me, what am I going to do next?. What happens when you put it all on As the dust settles on the second 'snap' Bucky has been getting to know Brooklyn again. "You care? he said quietly, a mark of frustration popping in between his eyebrows as he frowned. It was far too early for either you or the boys below to be awake, but since the words were slowly becoming louder and louder you could have sworn you heard both of the mens joined laughter and the sky was slowly becoming lighter, you knew that it would be impossible to fall back asleep. Steve clicked off his phone and smirked at his best friend, one eyebrow twitched into an upward stance. Shes not an Avenger, and she doesnt have any powers. Lets move our bodies! You stuck your hands in the air as high as they could go and pointed your hands out like a ostrichs face while you did a low lunge with one of your legs. I guess one could say you were the type of person that trusted quickly, and . Glitter erupted from the blown off head and the rest of his body started to deflate back into the staircase going up. Sometimes we cant get to you in time, doll. He put both of his hands on either side of your thighs. "But you wont, you breathed, interrupting his rushed onslaught of threats. But I am saying that if you made it through the first year, then you can make it through the second year too. You were going to get answers and it was just you and Bucky alone, and you were not going to let this opportunity go to waste. Theyre alltheyre all like me. Well,afterhe managed to convince his friend to actually move in with him in the first place. Her days sitting in restaurants and overhearing conversations were over. Okay, our target is-. You began to Bucky as you walked the halls of SHIELD with your heels clicking on the marble floors. Theres been a slight change in plans. That was the last straw. I cant tell you the last time someone bought me flow- He stopped halfway through and looked up from the flowers in his hands and above your head for a brief second. "I'm so sorry, for everything." he speaks softly into your ear, a few tears escaping his eyes. At 9am you were given food to stop talking. What if he got hurt? She nodded for you to go on. She was already falling, and her screams were already echoing. Your hair fell messily and in its natural state, you wore light makeup but your natural beauty shone as bright as the moon that lit up the living room. Surprisingly the girl smirked and continued the stare down, waiting for his reaction. You tried to talk Steve out of it and he said no. ! Bucky snapped, his eyes narrowing as he looked at you. Pain that numbed your soul and kept your mind blank as Bucky navigated you where you needed to be. And for those celebrating the Fourth on Monday, have an amazing day and be safe, dont like get in the way of a firework or set your hair on fire. We go hard or we go home! Maybe it was the way the whole city was sparkling and dazzling in lights and reflections. For a distraction. Tony looked back up at Bucky. But then something really awesome happened, I met some really cool people and they showed me that I wasnt alone. We cant save them all, no hero is able to save the day without losing somebody along the way.. Scott jumped and turned around suddenly, trying to get out of the stairwell when his face connected with the door as Sam flung it open. Not as pretty as you. You rolled your eyes and Tony wiggled his eyebrows. Its not like you were a bother, or a pain to the other Avengers, you were annoying in a cute way. I dont know, hahah, youll understand it when you read it I guess. I just dont feel good enough, Bucky, I cant help it, you couldnt stop crying, your throat was hoarse and sweat had run into your crying eyes and made them burn. He shot out of bed at the realization that the noises, screaming, shouting, and thrashing were you. I am, but by no means doe. You brushed off the thought and began walking towards the elevator. Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Fem!Reader Word Count: 2724. He had raised a curious eyebrow and decided to stay hidden, watch the things fold out. Glancing at the alarm clock, you frowned at the time. A sloppy, cheeky grin plastered on his face as he took a large step forward. Y/N, I promise you, youre going to get through this. Run, squat, jump, shoot, suffocate, lets go!. You felt someone grab your hand gently. You closed your eyes for a moment too long and by the time dinner was over you were stumbling down the hallways trying to keep yourself awake. "Let me go, James." You spoke hoarsely, devoid of emotion. Oh I know! Not in the least of the sense. Do you want me to help you? Wanda offered and you know what she meant. I could snap your neck with one hand. The screams were eerily similar to those in his own dreams. That would be very bad. This is heavily influenced by my personal experience, ya know, except having someone who cares lmao. She asked you to save her, she begged and sobbed. Bucky!. You flickered your eyes up at Steve but quickly went back to the man you had heard about, and seen pictures of, but never met in person. His face close to yours as you stared at him. Tony led him down one of the hallways near the gym, it was a hallway that had rooms mostly filled with gadgets of Tonys and the laundry room. Your heart throbbed at this and you were disappointed. l must admit, I did not think you were so obsessed with me, mortal. The trickster smirked at the young teenager. Note: I have serious problems. You had tried to end it before, to be rid of this life, but it only blew up in your face. I love you so much, god I love you so fucking much, Y/N, Bucky cried into your hair, not risking loosening his hold on you, afraid youll disappear from him again. You needed to do something that would . You completely ignored Bucky and begged, "Steve, please. So I decided to give you all a little something Ive been working on here and there. Remember? But, Ive had a really good couple years, Ive met so many strangely interesting people who have helped me create another family. He spun you around so quickly that the room was a blur and marched forward, his eyes narrowed, until he roughly rammed you into the table, knocking a few things to the ground. A/N: I'm back! It hurt you. You thought it made him look unhinged. Bucky Barnes is the biggest playboy on campus. Cadence, however, isn't discouraged and continues trying to get him to open up - with no particular hope of him ever feeling the same as she does. A Bucky x Reader One Shot. Yeah-huh. He used the same tone back to you, and you smiled. when the others leave and you're left alone with bucky barnes, you can't help but feel attracted to the charming rocker. When Steve Rogers made up his mind, he made up his mind. You loved him, and because you loved him, you wanted him to be happy. how about now? Im sorry if thebeginningisnt the best, I swear it was really good the first round! Nat did catch that you were considering whether you were attracted to him. So many lives, so many stories, the world felt so full and so overwhelming. Almost at o, The 16 year old girl stepped into the room, as the automatic door closed behind her with a quiet hiss. The man was as stubborn as a cattle. Dont blame yourself, youre not the one who caused the mess in the first place. Sam squeezed your shoulder. You knew the rest of the team was going to tease you eternally about your relationship. Agent Romanov already got all the information we needed. the girl snorted and crossed her arms. Sam groaned into his pillow, he was glad his face was being covered or else the bright overhead light of his room would certainly cause pain to his sleep filled eyes. This year was the first time Bucky would be around the Avengers during Fall. A/N: This request is from @aavengingbucky. His eyes flickered to the window again, and you had half a mind to close it shut. You were the one person she was counting on most at the moment and you failed her. Bucky smiled at the sight of you, you looked so innocent and Bucky couldnt wait to hold you close to him during the night. The man, You groaned slightly, opening your eyes only to be met with a bright light, you shifted the over way from the light source, you heard a deep chuckle come from the other side of the room. At least thats what they decided once the pestering and nagging and bouncing had stopped. You were practically bouncing beside him as you sped walk. Whos lover boy? The words slipped out of your mouth before realization hit you in the face. You were proud of him. What do you want? Clint kept walking down the long hallway, nodding at people who said hello to him as he passed. It was none of your business what he looked like. When Steve brings home a stray he could not have forseen how the reader would change not only his life but that of his best friend. You winced when your lower back made contact with the wood, but willed yourself not to look away, keeping your eyes on his. "Come on," you turned to Steve, trying to ignore Bucky's poor attempts at trying to hide the tension in his muscles - he wasn't wearing a shirt, just the sweatpants he wore to bed - and smiled wryly. You shifted your stance as you waited for whatever bad news he was going to bear. All energy was gone from your now exhausted body. Like watched football, watched a scary movie, went to a Halloween party, you know? Why has she been sleeping in weird places? Bucky talked quietly, not wanting to wake you up. How can you care? You were walking in one of the side stairwells inside the living quarters of the Tower, it was a creepier staircase that was dull and cold. Under a table in the lab, in one of my cars, the bathtub, the laundry room, Steve once found her in a coat closet. I told you, I want to be your target practice. You jumped a little and for a split second you were walking right beside him but your shorter legs werent able to keep up with his for much longer. Steve was just trying to help Bucky by setting them up on a mission like this. Steve, this is not what I had planned! Bucky sighed as he ran his fingers through his long hair. Your voice was emotionless and your eyes were still thick with tiredness. ): This story contains domestic abuse/violence, and potential s*xual assault/harrassment.] You spilled milk in my cereal. You stared down at your cereal that the milk was still pouring into. Ive missed you, Tony. Na, na, na! Scott lifted a leg and swung it around in a circle. "C'mon, (y/n). Because you dont want to. I cant do this without you, you are everything to me, Bucky was only a few feet away now. Neither the wind blowing in his hair nor the smoke from the wreckage surrounding you could mask the cold, murderous glint in his eyes. A pity too, that wasn't a cheap mug. I need to do it on my own. Buckys presence put a halt to your plansomething in you wanted to run to him, to just be held until all your worries were gone, but you just wanted to be done with everything. Youre not the monster you think you are. Is she pretty? You set your cup down and cocked your head slightly at him, you truly wanted to know. I know that it hurts, but babe, you made it through a whole year. Bitch Im Madonna! The two of you froze and turned to look at each other from across the room, you both pointed one finger at the other and shouted it as loud as you could before unfreezing and getting back to dancing. So, I assume youre getting ready to leave, arent you? You nodded. For a long couple of minutes, Bucky looked thoughtful. Tony huffed, a smile twitching in the corner of his mouth. Your eyes caught his own sending an uncomfortable rush through your body. We get freaky if you want! You spun around it circles and waved your arms around, making weird motions with your hands. That doesnt sound bad? Steve sat on the edge of the bed, watching Bucky pace with his hands rubbing down his face, tears soaking his palms. Luckily, two men that happen to see you on the side of the road are more than eager to help. You remained silent, only giving them a small emotionless shrug. At 7:00am you scared the hell out of Clint. Steve! You cried out as he walked out of the room. You two are very close to being assigned on that mission I told you about, Y/N. Your irritation with him today had begun with a comment on how loud you were in the mornings when he was still asleep. There was so much more that made your heart pump with excitement and your happiness grow high. Because if it wasnt for him I wouldve never met the people I did and I wouldve never been as happy as I am now. Read to find out more! Nope, thats my reality.. But thats okay, because in the end were both happy. It was embarrassing but once it was over you two started laughing together for what seemed like forever in the early hours of the morning. Whatre you doing? A voice to which you recognized as Buckys caused your heart rate to accelerate. This would be the time you successfully ended it. Im moving my body. You bent down and touched your toes, before springing upwards a crossing your arms over your body quickly. And I'm serious. The sequel to my other cringey work, You, Me, and the Secrets We Keep. And then I was like, girl, and she was like, girl, and I was like, girl, and then she was like, girl. You barely spoke; ashamed and embarrassed about the event that took place. 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